the only thing that really scares me is the idea of losing my art again.
If I don't have that then I don't have very much at all.
This spring was the most terrible time of my life. It must be said, however, I do appreciate music a lot more when I'm sad.

As selfish as it is, I do enjoy it sometimes...
feeling as raw and sore as if i didn't have any skin at all.
and crying, that's something i like especially much.
and it's all right, because i know now that i'll never give up.

I'm doing NaNoWriMo, but I'm still at that stage where I'm trying to find a story that doesn't bore me or make me hate myself. I miss writing sometimes, that feeling when you pump out a few thousand words every hour and it's just like flying.
I'm Antonin Artaud on the official site, by the way.

and I did become a vegan last week!!!